SOUL CALIBER 4:PREMIUM EDITION BITCHES!

That is all. Back to hiatus.

Sorry everyone but I am going on HIATUS for a bit. I'll still lurk around a bit but right now I have so many things going on that I just need to take a break from things. I haven't been sleeping well lately, I have no energy to do much of anything, I have 4395674658345 appointments to keep track of, or so it seems, my house needs cleaned, I have a midnight release party to go to for 'Breaking Dawn', and on top of all of that school is going to be starting up here pretty soon for me and the only things I have are my laptop, my pencils, pens, a 5 subject notebook/binder thing, and my bookbag but I need a new one since my cat sprayed it 3 times before I had gotten him fixed.

So yeah whenever I get my student refund money I have a lot of shit to get in a short amount of time. I'll probably be back withing the next few days but just in case I'm not I'll make another post to let everyone know.

Things here have been so hectic and so hellish that I haven't had time to really be anywhere. I haven't been completely active in the comms I'm in but right now things here are just so...frustrating.

Toby has an appointment today as well as one tomorrow. He is freaking the fuck out.

( Let me give you some background on his condition: )


Not to mention my 5 appointments over the next 3 months. I have one August 7th at 1pm and it's a 30 minutes session, then I have another 30 minutes session on the 17th of September(I have to double check that one) at 9:30am and then I have an hour session in the beginning of October and I think that is at 10am(Have to check) then I have a Dr.'s appt. with Dr. Conrad about medication on the 27th at 12:30 and another 2 weeks after that for a follow up. Yeah. I'm running myself ragged because I had to work my appointments around my school schedule, which I start Aug. 25th, so I don't know if I'll be on as much when that starts.

I better go now. I want to get a little something to eat and then I'm going to have to work on getting Toby in the car here in about an hour. Fun.

I promise that once things get sorted out I'll try and be more active on here and on my IJ.

FUCK NO.

So that's been my week so far. X-posted @ Scribbld, InsaneJournal, and Journal Community

Oh man this weekend was ugh...HELL! My sisters wedding was yesterday and OMFG! was it a bad day. I had to be the gopher, which didn't bother me at all, but it was super hot out, I had to be in a dress, the mayor was late, not even half of the reserved people showed, the food was good but needed salt, music was kick ass, cake was awesome, niece was super cute, and it was completely and utterly awkward having my dad, my mom, and my step dad all in the same building let alone the same room.

So everything did go off without a hitch then my brothers left to drop off a prescription for Crystal, who was just released form the hospital that day after having a baby 2 days before, then after that they went to go slam back some beer and I was getting highly pissed off because my sister wanted wedding pictures and my oldest brother was the groomsman and we were waiting on him to get back and he was gone for almost an hour doing the above mentioned with my other brother. I wanted out of that dress so finally at 7:30 I asked my sister if I could get out of it and she said yes so my cousin snapped some quick pictures of us and then I became free of the horrid dress, although I love the dress it's so beautiful{!}, and I was finally able to eat for the first time that day. I didn't want to eat while in the dress just in case I dropped food on it and then it would've been ruined for the pictures so I waited to eat and when I did sit to eat the food had sat too long in the crock pot and needed salt badly so I had another bite before I tossed it and then I just ate some of the mints and pretzels and drank a can of Mountain Dew.

Toby tried to make it but was unable to but he at least attempted it and to me that's all that matters.

On Tuesday I have an appointment to talk with a counselor about my depression and I'm a bit worried about it because that's how I am...something new and I worry about it. This will be the first time I've ever had to talk to anyone about it because I was able to hide it from my parents growing up, not like it was that hard they had their attention focused on my sister and my oldest nephew, but it's to the point to where I can tell and I can no longer hide it. I just hope that this will help me and if I absolutely have to go on pills then I'll ask for Lexapro first because I've heard nothing but good things about it and if it is that helpful than I want to try it.

I'm going to end this now because I have a few other things left to do today and for some reason I am super tired so I might take a nap and see if that helps me calm down any about my appointment.

~later~

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Well I'd have to either be Rogue or Jean Grey/The Phoenix from X-men/X-men Evo/Marvel Universe.

Their powers are so amazing and they are so powerful and for someone like me I'd love to be able to have super strength or be a powerful guardian of the cosmos.

Though the only downfall of the powers are that with Rogue's I could never again have skin to skin contact unless I wanted to drain/kill someone/steal their memories and the downfall to Jean's, when it comes to the Phoenix, is that in the beginning she has no control over when she goes Phoenix. Then she can possibly turn evil but hey anyone with that much power normally does. ^_^

I think that is the right number for the entry. Starting to number them now to keep track of them. Life is going ok for now; I have my sister's wedding this upcoming Saturday and I'm nervous. I need to get to Steele Dragon before Saturday to get some Valerian root for Toby to see if it will help with his anxiety for that day.

I think that after the wedding I'm going to go on a diet and maybe try and become a vegetarian but my weakness is chicken. Man I love chicken! Beef and everything is meh to me because I can go so long with out eating it. So I'm going to put together a list of foods to buy and try to buy them after I get my refund money from my college.

*sigh* I'm getting a tan but I need to lay out a little more to get rid of my strap lines before the wedding. I refuse to go tanning; I don't know why but the thought of being in a tanning bed just makes me shudder because someone else used it before me. I know that they clean them and wipe them down after every person but *shudders* I'd rather lay out in the sun and get skin cancer from the sun than UV bars.

I think starting tomorrow I'm going to go out on walks and start riding my dad's mountain bike, and if I like it I'm going to buy one, around the block and maybe up to our local elementary school.

I changed my journal color/theme/layout but I'm hoping I can figure out a way to get an X-men theme going on XD I've been recording the older X-men cartoon, since it comes on at 6 am, because I'm never up to watch it. Now I am watching a marathon of Courage the Cowardly Dog on Cartoon Network, which makes me go blah because I never really cared for it.


Ok I'm going to end this here because I want to go out and make sure that the grass is no longer wet so that I can lay a blanket down and see if I can "fix" my tan.